Falling to Pieces - A Supernatural Fanmix

[kajmere]

I've been wanting to make this fanmix for ages, but i never got around to it, until now.


This mix takes us though Season 3 and though the months after Deans death
how the brothers are both dealing with Dean leaving, how dean is coming to accept that hes leaving Sam, and once hes gone, Sam isn't coping so well.
All the emotions hes going though after Deans Death. Sadness/Anger/Pain/Regret, Until he finally accepts that Dean is gone.

Enjoy...












(Deans POV)

01. Leave out all the Rest - Linkin Park
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know
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(Deans POV)

02. Wherever you Will Go - The Calling
So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own


If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
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(Dean's POV )

03. Carry Me Down - Demon Hunters
If you see me losing ground
Don't be afraid to lie
I know the pain inside my heart
Can't break the fear inside of yours
And if you see me losing faith in what it means to die
Don't let me leave before I know what lies beyond the stained-glass doors

Save sorrow for the souls in doubt
Bleed every care out

Will you carry me down the aisle that final day,
with your tears and bones shaking from the weight?
When you lower me down beneath that sky of grey,
let the rain fall down and wash away your pain.

For every word we never spoke,
We have a tear to cry
For every silence's like a wall between a better you and I.
So if you see me losing sight of all the death and life
Find the peace in every time I fail to see the death in mine

Let all the fear inside you drown
Tear out the blade that let you down
Save sorrow for the souls in doubt
Bleed every care out

All the blood is rushing out
I'm better off without
The walls are closing in
Sing for me again
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(Dean's POV)

04. When Im Gone - 3 Doors Down

There�s another world inside of me that you may never see,
There�s secrets in this life I can�t hide.
Well, somewhere in this darkness, there�s a light that I can�t find
Well, maybe its to far away, maybe I�m just blind
Maybe I�m just blind,

So hold me when I�m here,
Love me when I�m wrong,
Hold me when I�m scared,
And love me when I�m gone.

Everything I am,
And everything in me,
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
I�ll never let you down,
Even if I could,
Give up everything,
If only for your good,

Now roaming through this darkness,
I�m alive but I�m alone,
Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone.
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(Sam's POV - Struggling to find a way to break the deal)

05. Somehwere in Between - Lifehouse
can't meet
Losing sleep over this
No I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head
But underneath my feet
Cause by tomoroow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomoroow
I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
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(Sam's POV)

06. Fade To Black - Metallica
Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things aren't what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Can not stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone
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07. Time Stops - Explosion in the Sly (instrumental interlude)
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(Sam's POV)

08. Falling to Pieces - Velvet Revolver
It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces


All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
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(Sam's POV)

09. Numb - Holly McNarland
Chase destruction of your own emotions
And your need for love, makes you easy prey
Safety of the rubber glove seems much too simple
Climbing up and down, waiting for the day

You cant see if Im not listening
You cant hear with my eyes open
I can hate with my eyes open
I feel better when Im numb
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(Sam's POV)

10. Forgive Me - Godsmack
Dont know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate.
Will you forgive me?
I dont know how to breathe with you too far away.
Dont know how to love.
Will you forgive me?
No, I cant live this way!
I dont know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain.
Will you forgive me?
I dont know how to breathe with you too far away.
I dont know how to love.
Past lives Ive lived.
Uncontrolled but sacred.
Youve finally seen all thats left of me.
So hard to see.
So hard to breathe.
Will you forgive me?
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(Sam's POV - seeking vengance)

11. Hell - Disturbed
All my emotion and all my integrity
All that you've taken from me
All my emotion and all my integrity
All that you've taken from me

Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance
Upon you, to killing more than I can tell
Soul of the night, I know
Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance
Upon you, to killing more than I can tell
Burning now I bring you Hell!
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(Sam's POV - Missing his brother)

12. I'll Remember - Madonna
Say good-bye to not knowing when
The truth in my whole life began
Say good-bye to not knowing how to cry
You taught me that

And I'll remember the strength that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you saved me
I'll remember
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Comments

[twilight-lamb.livejournal.com]

This was awesome! And it really was like watching a mini-episode!
So great!

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

thank you so much! i really hope you enjoy it :)