Falling to Pieces - A Supernatural Fanmix

[kajmere]

I've been wanting to make this fanmix for ages, but i never got around to it, until now.


This mix takes us though Season 3 and though the months after Deans death
how the brothers are both dealing with Dean leaving, how dean is coming to accept that hes leaving Sam, and once hes gone, Sam isn't coping so well.
All the emotions hes going though after Deans Death. Sadness/Anger/Pain/Regret, Until he finally accepts that Dean is gone.

Enjoy...












(Deans POV)

01. Leave out all the Rest - Linkin Park
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me I want you to know
(Dowload)



(Deans POV)

02. Wherever you Will Go - The Calling
So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own


If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you
(Download)



(Dean's POV )

03. Carry Me Down - Demon Hunters
If you see me losing ground
Don't be afraid to lie
I know the pain inside my heart
Can't break the fear inside of yours
And if you see me losing faith in what it means to die
Don't let me leave before I know what lies beyond the stained-glass doors

Save sorrow for the souls in doubt
Bleed every care out

Will you carry me down the aisle that final day,
with your tears and bones shaking from the weight?
When you lower me down beneath that sky of grey,
let the rain fall down and wash away your pain.

For every word we never spoke,
We have a tear to cry
For every silence's like a wall between a better you and I.
So if you see me losing sight of all the death and life
Find the peace in every time I fail to see the death in mine

Let all the fear inside you drown
Tear out the blade that let you down
Save sorrow for the souls in doubt
Bleed every care out

All the blood is rushing out
I'm better off without
The walls are closing in
Sing for me again
(Download)



(Dean's POV)

04. When Im Gone - 3 Doors Down

There�s another world inside of me that you may never see,
There�s secrets in this life I can�t hide.
Well, somewhere in this darkness, there�s a light that I can�t find
Well, maybe its to far away, maybe I�m just blind
Maybe I�m just blind,

So hold me when I�m here,
Love me when I�m wrong,
Hold me when I�m scared,
And love me when I�m gone.

Everything I am,
And everything in me,
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.
I�ll never let you down,
Even if I could,
Give up everything,
If only for your good,

Now roaming through this darkness,
I�m alive but I�m alone,
Part of me is fighting this but part of me is gone.
(Download)



(Sam's POV - Struggling to find a way to break the deal)

05. Somehwere in Between - Lifehouse
can't meet
Losing sleep over this
No I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

Cause I cannot stand still
I can be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head
But underneath my feet
Cause by tomoroow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

Cause I'm waiting for tonight
Been waiting for tomoroow
I'm somewhere in between
What is real
Just a dream
(Download)



(Sam's POV)

06. Fade To Black - Metallica
Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things aren't what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Can not stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone
(Download)


07. Time Stops - Explosion in the Sly (instrumental interlude)
(Download)



(Sam's POV)

08. Falling to Pieces - Velvet Revolver
It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces


All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
(Download)



(Sam's POV)

09. Numb - Holly McNarland
Chase destruction of your own emotions
And your need for love, makes you easy prey
Safety of the rubber glove seems much too simple
Climbing up and down, waiting for the day

You cant see if Im not listening
You cant hear with my eyes open
I can hate with my eyes open
I feel better when Im numb
(Download)



(Sam's POV)

10. Forgive Me - Godsmack
Dont know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is hate.
Will you forgive me?
I dont know how to breathe with you too far away.
Dont know how to love.
Will you forgive me?
No, I cant live this way!
I dont know how to love.
I just know how to live.
All I feel is pain.
Will you forgive me?
I dont know how to breathe with you too far away.
I dont know how to love.
Past lives Ive lived.
Uncontrolled but sacred.
Youve finally seen all thats left of me.
So hard to see.
So hard to breathe.
Will you forgive me?
(Download)




(Sam's POV - seeking vengance)

11. Hell - Disturbed
All my emotion and all my integrity
All that you've taken from me
All my emotion and all my integrity
All that you've taken from me

Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance
Upon you, to killing more than I can tell
Soul of the night, I know
Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance
Upon you, to killing more than I can tell
Burning now I bring you Hell!
(Download)



(Sam's POV - Missing his brother)

12. I'll Remember - Madonna
Say good-bye to not knowing when
The truth in my whole life began
Say good-bye to not knowing how to cry
You taught me that

And I'll remember the strength that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you saved me
I'll remember
(Download)


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Comments

[ohbooth.livejournal.com]

Snagged, wonderful choices for songs, and beautiful art!

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

thank you so much :)

[supernatural67.livejournal.com]

**Looking at your picture**
Dude you will always always wave the J2 Slash under my guttery nose wont you lmfao!!!!

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

no if i was going to wave Slashy stuff under your knows i'd use this icon :P

[supernatural67.livejournal.com]

**OPEN MOUTH**

Omfg dude thats sick

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

haha.

ILU

[supernatural67.livejournal.com]

Yeah <3 you too Dude but Man that was SICK!!!

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

sorry to break it to you.. but your icon can be taken a little dirty too..

[supernatural67.livejournal.com]

Yeah but its not as gross as your entire collection of Slash hehe!!!!
Besides **ive seen the movie and i know what context its supposed to be in soo nerrr**

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

my collection really isn't that big lol.

and screw you and your TIH screening.. >:P

Hahaha

[supernatural67.livejournal.com]

Lmfao!!! You know i totally love♥
you dude **non creepy slash way**

And your sooo gonna be rubbing the salt in when you get back from the Chicago convention.

Re: Hahaha

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

damn straight! lol.

Re: Hahaha

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

but its my newest one!!!! and its a gorgeous manip!

Re: Hahaha

[supernatural67.livejournal.com]

No it aint... Now if it was me & Jensen then Ooooh YEAH!!! it would be awesome and gorgeous and HOT as hell

Re: Hahaha

[supernatural67.livejournal.com]

OMG dude stop it.... Swim in the Slash of Sick all you wont just Dont wave it under my nose hehehehehehe!!!

[authoressnebula.livejournal.com]

Oh my god. That was absolutely beautiful and stunning. Each art work put me through an almost episode, complete with a stunning soundtrack that is just so right.

Downloading and saving and loving; thank you thank you thank you!!!

And I hope whatever's made you melancholy will learn it shouldn't do that to you, because you deserve wonderful things, especially for sharing such fantastic music with us!

~Nebula

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

thank you so much for the wonderful comment :)

and as for the melancholy.. that was a error lol.. i meant to put.. Mellow.

enjoy the mix & listen to it aways :)

[naughty-teacup.livejournal.com]

man... -sniffle- This is awesome. The songs fit so well. I dunno, I'm already in a quite somber mood but I find listening to "sad" songs therapeutic. Put some sad song songs on and ta-daa! It goes away. So yeah, this came at a good time.

(i can't help to feel i care about this series a little TOO much. I'm getting all emotional -is a turd-)

<3

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

I hear you on that. this kind of music makes me feel better too..
We can't help but feel TOO much for this series lol. its like a part of us all. & everytime i hear sad emotional songs, be it on the radio, or a new cd, i always seem to think of Sam or Dean.
Its funny how we relate so many things to them.

thank you so much for your wonderful comment ♥♥♥

[tahirire.livejournal.com]

AWESOME work, babe.

Leave out all the Rest has been my personal SPN song for the summer. I wrote a fic to it and lotr_lemmy is making a vid. It's so appropriate it hurts.

Good job as always. :-)

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

oh thank you!!!

please link me to your fic.. i would love to read it ♥
That song is such great angsty winchester song

[tahirire.livejournal.com]

http://tahirire.livejournal.com/12409.html#cutid1

It's just a little ficlet I threw together for spn_contest. I could NOT get the song out of my head. :-)

"Life is beautiful" is also on my summer SPN playlist. :-)

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

I love Sixx AM so much. I seen them 3 weeks ago for Cruefest. one of my new fav bands ever.
Life is Beautiful is a amazing song.

[twilight-lamb.livejournal.com]

This was awesome! And it really was like watching a mini-episode!
So great!

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

thank you so much! i really hope you enjoy it :)

[ckll.livejournal.com]

Great selection honey :D

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

thanks hun =D

i really have a thing for angst lol

[twasadark.livejournal.com]

Looks awesome! Thanks!

[(Anonymous)]

nice :) thx

[darknumb.livejournal.com]

snagged thanks! beautiful songs choice :)

[supernatural67.livejournal.com]

DUDE!!! you are freakin ALL KINDS OF AWESOME!!!!
You FUDGIN ROCK!!! lml>.<lml ***I know i got a sneak peak of the art work, but seeing it all together it looks even more AWESOME!!!!***

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

it looks really amazing all put together doesn't it.

Im quite thrilled it turned out so well

[isha-chan.livejournal.com]

*downloading right now*
Thank you^^ I like your choices

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

I hope you enjoy it!

and thank you so much :D

[zed-pm.livejournal.com]

Awesome songs and artwork. Great job! Thanks! :D

[j2addict.livejournal.com]

Thanks for sharing. This looks so good. Am downloading it now.

[free-pirate.livejournal.com]

OMG, I love your song choices! <3 *snags*

*goes to see if you have any more fanmixes lurking around her somewhere* ^_^

[kajmere.livejournal.com]

ha thanks :D

no this was mu first posted one.

but keep a look out i'll have a few more posted soon :)

[free-pirate.livejournal.com]

yay! Def. will do. :D

[be-merry.livejournal.com]

Downloading the full mix and art. I've only heard a few of the songs on here so I look forward to the new music and the art was gorgeous. :)

[dougysue.livejournal.com]

Thanks for sharing

[adictd2life.livejournal.com]

awesome. Looks awesome. Snaggin. thanks

Wonderful

[shiryuforever94.livejournal.com]

Wow, great job! Good choice of songs and, I loved it! Thanks a lot for sharing. My heart is... AWNNNNNNN

Thanks a lot and, sorry for my bad english, I am not a native.